the idea of finding purpose always haunted me. watching famous people tell their life stories and how they found purpose early on in life made me think I was losing some intrinsic/spiritual race against time for not having discovered a talent yet. society seems to reward talented people, and having no talent felt like synonym of not being wanted.

i don't know if i will ever have an answer to 'what is your talent?' but I like to think I have one--or maybe a spectrum of few.

what naturally comes to my mind as a byproduct of talent is the conecpt of originality, which I define as